There are only 8 more days until IMTX. The nerves and anxiety started a few weeks ago. My coach asked, “why are you nervous?” For me, it’s the unknown since this is my first Ironman and of course the fear of not finishing.
You always hear…trust your training. I’ve done a good job at training but in the back of my mind, I know I could’ve done more…specifically with my long runs. There were times I had to cut my long runs short. My strategy all along was to limit the number of miles on my knee to ensure I get to the starting line. I’ve done that which is why I’m probably more nervous. My run has gotten better but I’m still a slow runner and have to walk occasionally as well.
On my last long bike workout, my speed was slower than ever. That really alarmed me because I thought I was getting better but that day, my legs were pumped. I’m hoping it had something to do with the wet windy weather that day and the fact that was also a heavy training week for me so my legs were just spent.
Regardless, I’ve put in many hours of training. Coach Karen said it best, “there’s always pressure of some sort but why worry now?” That’s an excellent point…the training is done so it is what it is. Now it’s time to enjoy the taper and finish this journey.
